Before I open my eyes.

I catch myself
Resurfacing from a dream
But before I open my eyes
Was last night for real
Or a bad dream?
The yelling
The shoving
The pain on my face
The final slam of the door
My thoughts become so intense
I open my eyes
And find myself in jail
And you gone from my life
So last night was for real
I close my eyes
Wishing it wasn’t